Beingoptimistic’s Weblog

Have you tried being happy but you end up sad? I know that this sounds gay but hey! guys do have feelings too ok? I learned from my ex that guys have the most ego of all and they mature slower than girls. That’s BULLSHIT! Yesterday, someone text me, and she told me that she’s sorry about her wrong doings in the past. Well, all i can say was that i forgive her for all she had done to me. The thing that put me to silent and kept me thinking and also making me so emo is that she asked whether she could be accepted back in my life. Patch up in that sense. I’m not seeing anyone currently and she also ditched me 3 times. Should i accept her back this time? I think i’ve made up my mind, and i think that it’s better for us to our separate ways. I’m already happy with what i am and what i have now. I’m just afraid to hurt and to be hurt at the same time.Everytime she ditched and she asked for her forgiveness, i open my arm willingly to accept her back and i’m sick of that. I’m so sorry and i hope that whatever im doing now is right.